Nikki's decision making tim

So, now that i've given linds my opinion on what i want her to do, here's my friggin dilema....now i've made it no secret i don't like law anymore...at least this type of law....I want to do something with International Aid Agencies or Humanitarian Agencies...and i've been debating going back to school...either through Athabasca University or somewhere else...next year....

anyways, i received a notice yesterday that my tuition scholarship has been renewed( a sign maybe) for another year...now i'm positive I can't use it for Athabasca, but maybe some other school...and I'm not even sure I can use it for University...but I want to go back to school so bad(not necessarily leaving home though, I am quite impressed with the Athabasca idea) but I don't know what to do...i can't quit..i still owe 11,700 to osap....but I can't keep working here...so any suggestions?? and No, lindsay, Thursdays is not an option!lol